I'm way over it before you did.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Once again I'm back to work. I asked my sister if she really wants me to help her at the shop because I'm a monster who sucks her money for dinner and snacks. LOL! It's been long since I've last updated my blog and the last blog was on my fear. That fear is gone. I've got back my results and I think, it's ok, enough for me. It might be great enough for a lot of people, but a little sad for me on the english side. Getting back my results made me see through some people, which are friends that are worth it and friends that really are not worth it. I shall not mention who, because it's a sensitive issue to talk about. Tomorrow is going to be Chinese New Year already, are you guys out there ready to get some red packets? I'm sure you guys are. This year for me is a sad new year because relatives have issues, my family has it too, so I won't be getting much money. Oh well, should be satisfied even with a few dollars! My sister bought me my new year clothes for this year. She paid for a top and a bottom, both from newbie. I bought a bag to go with it. My shoe won't go with it though becuase of the colour. Such a waste. I hope that I would get in to the first choice of my JAE. Oh yea, I went out on valentine's day, but not with a guy. I went out with my auntie and my cousins. Sad... We watched Just Follow Law. The show is funny but the ending was lame. While waiting for a cab after the show, my aunt and I saw a bat flying around. A real one! ok, nitez.

Labels: XD

| a simple day. 11:18 PM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Fear, I've not felt fear in me before, not as strongly as this time. I finally know what fear is. Ever since I heard the release date of our o level results, I felt fear in me. It seems like the day has cornered me to the edge. I even dreamed of collecting my results at night in my sleep. It's like a nightmare haunting me. Tomorrow is the day and I'm not prepared at all. It's meant as a present for my mum's birthday which is on sat...

Yesterday I watched a TV host show. They were talking about each other's friendship and all. Their conversation touched me and tears rolled down from my eyes. I finally knew what kind of true friendship that I've always been looking for and have not achieved yet. It awoke me from my dreams of having a boyfriend. In search of a boyfriend is to look for a person who can be with me like a best friend. A person whom will not make me feel that I'm alone and a person who would make me feel like a whole. What I really wanted is not a boyfriend at all. Now, after realising all these, I want to find back the me that I've not been for so long. People, if you happen to see this, help me find her back.

Labels: MISSING. Reward: A new friend...

| a simple day. 11:52 AM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Sunday should have been my last day, but yesterday I went to work for 4hrs. My sister told me there wasn't enough people at night so I just went. I really feel like strangling Zhen Jian I tell you. That stupid block head. *strangles* Anyway, yesterday while taking the bus to work, I on my radio as my I pod went out of batt. Along the way, I got tired and fell asleep. The radio was still on though. Just then, the radio announced that our O level results will be released this Friday after 2:30pm and we collect it in school or we can check it online. We're suppose to hand in the registration for our future schools and courses within six days after this Friday. I immediately woke up when I heard this. It's shocking. Can't they at least announce it earlier. Damn it man. I really do hope the results this Friday would be a good one. Anyways, I did went back to school today, but the damn security guard didn't let me in. She said that I can't enter with slippers!!! She asked me to return home and change. I did return home, but I'm not going again. Hmph!

Labels: the coming friday...

| a simple day. 1:26 PM
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Friday, February 02, 2007

Seriously, although I dread to work with my sister as she'll scold me, bla bla bla, but I really do like the people at work. Not Zhen Jian, but I'll miss other people at work like jolin, cecilia, yu hao and bence. Sometimes working with them can be funny but when there's fire in the crowd, just run. They can be funny people to work with, it's an enjoyment after being scolded at work or a relaxation. They do gossip, but who don't. I'll usually be standing at the cashier counter listening to them talk. Hahax. *hide hide* Anyways. Working is really an eye opener when you get to see things you don't out of school, lousy customers, nice people, naggy people, old people who just can't think properly. I really do enjoy the time I spend at work. I'll miss the people at work too. I guess I'll visit them again. My working days are coming to an end as this sun would be my last day working with them. After which I'll be spending at home probably thinking of what I'll be taking and doing stuffs that I haven't got the chance to do while working. Anyway, miss you guys at work!

| a simple day. 3:33 PM
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